sigh i really dont wanna start regrettting all over again when i get my results, but it's been almost ten months since i last seriously mugged, and the inertia's really unimaginably hard to overcome. :( God give me discipline. give me strength.
i couldnt wait for cac and abc to be over, but now looking back, i realised i actually had a lot of uncherished fun, and the lessons learnt through those very trying times are as invaluable as they are painful. if God wanted me to go through them again, i would.
realised also while reading some random blogs just now that i actually sped through childhood. and sometimes i wish i dint have to grow up so fast. not that im grown up already, but certain things could just have been avoided, certain thoughts could have waited till later to develop, so i can at least hang on to that thread of my innocence.
im not being emo okay, just sort of.. reflective i guess. (: finding You again in that special place was good. Thank You.
i took a break;
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