andrea, oh andrea.

look what a perfect mess you've gotten yourself into.

"those who believe they are only telling stories have a better chance." or something like that.


we are eaten up on the inside
not by the secrets we reveal
but by those we keep.

maybe i shall write a poem about moths.
or about incoherence.

at least i didnt lie.

save your conscience, lose your soul?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JON!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANHUA!!

why do the two of you darlings have to have birthdays back to back! hahaha.

tribute to jon:
he's our sista. no okay for your bday you have to be brother, yes? thanks for all the joy you bring and the understanding these 4 years i've known you. i cant tell you enough how much i treasure you! you're one special special dude.

tribute to qian:
hey quirky girl! yes your name is there xD duh!! how can the cutest and most funky girl in our family not be included? hope you have fun this nat day/birthday. dint really get to know you till last year, and i really must thank God for putting you in my life! :) you're full of spunk and funniness. never fail to amuse me. love ya for being who you are.

to all others, well happy national day. watching ndp now is quite a treat. though im pretty sick >< fancy getting sick just one and a half weeks before exams how'm i gonna study!! so i really need prayer, and i cant thank all those who dont stop praying for me enough. you're Godsends.

cant wait to make jon and qian's presents!! :p

i have a lot of things on my mind now.

but i've finally learnt how to find rest in God, and to lay everything at his feet. not worrying is such a wonderful feeling, when you know that your everything has already been provided for, in such extravagant amounts of love too.

these two days have been a conscious struggle on my part to find my place in that heavenly relationship again-fop yesterday and powerpraise with the kids today. it's been so long since i really tried hard (yes i had to try, just imagine how dry i was) to focus on worshipping and worshipping alone, getting things right with God. maybe i shouldnt be blogging about this it's kinda private. but well, lazy to write in diary. anyway, i felt God's presence really strongly today especially-i prayed and prayed really hard to let me feel him and concentrate-and well i can say that im not running on my own strength anymore. yay.

God is good, all the time. :)

just in case i havent said this before, all my love to:

zhangwei samuel jonlim clara gabriel qianhua jontay ameels van tim taiyong isaac meimei jane aunty cindy aunty lynda
miffy nata cherlyng kuoying grace becky jiayun zhengning shuangwei shihui anzie

thanks for being a very significant part of my life. i hope i havent missed out anyone lols. doesnt matter if they dont ever read this. i just wanted to say thank you.

and thus begins my four week long hiatus, till eoys end somewhere at the end of august. or maybe it could be a permanent hiatus. we'll see.