i am so not doing my PI. -guilty look-
ah screw it.

anyway i found this short thingy i wrote when i was in sec.. 2? 1? so freaking long ago i even forgot who i wrote it for xD i knew it was super angsty already, then. but it's still quite amusing to read it now.

I'm going out of my way to forget you
Drowning myself in work I dont have to do
And I wonder why
The creases get harder and harder to straighten
The stains dont seem to fade
And when I try
To cook up a story out of my imagination
Make reality wait
It all burns up and I'm left
Blind in my own smoky mess

haha. what the heck andrea. i dint know you were THAT emo. lol.

okay i shall end with a funny joke. dont tell you where i found it. enjoy!

Jack, a shrewd businessman,talks to his son.
Jack :"I want you to marry a girl of my choice."
Son : "I will choose my own bride".
Jack: "But the girl is Bill Gates' daughter."
Son : "Well, in that case.."
Next Jack approaches Bill Gates.
Jack: "I have a husband for your daughter."
Bill Gates : "But my daughter is too young to marry."
Jack: "But this young man is the vice-president of the World Bank."
Bill Gates : "Ah, in that case..."
Finally Jack goes to see the president of the World Bank.
Jack: "I have a young man to be recommended as a vice-president of your bank."
President : "But I already have more vice-presidents than I need."
Jack: "But this young man is Bill Gates' son-in-law."
President : "Ah, in that case....."
And THIS is is how business is done.

aint Jack such a genius! and the whole time he wasnt even lying. how shrewd. =)

Just thought this short verse i found in ODB on sunday was really nice:

Jesus today is risen
O'er death triumphant reigns
He has burst the grave's strong prison
Leading sin herself in chains.

leading sin herself in chains! -clap clap-

and then on sunday i read that when Jesus died, there was an earthquake, a lot of dead holy people were raised and they walked among the Jews for many days after. wow. must've been quite scary. shows just how much power there was in Jesus' death. and if his death (which is a natural course of events by the way) was powerful, why how much more his resurrection, which is 'unnatural'!

i thank You Lord. for being so faithful, and creating in me this response to be faithful as well. to have Your faith, Your faithfulness.

i dont know whether to laugh or cry. -.-

coin-operated boy : Excuses so deep within your tongue says:
andrea
coin-operated boy : Excuses so deep within your tongue says:
i am some upsetting news
[andre-a] hello sir. (: says:
heyhey
[andre-a] hello sir. (: says:
what what?
[andre-a] hello sir. (: says:
what happened dear
coin-operated boy : Excuses so deep within your tongue says:
i think..
coin-operated boy : Excuses so deep within your tongue says:
i've gaioned weight!
coin-operated boy : Excuses so deep within your tongue says:
arghs!
[andre-a] hello sir. (: says:
-.-
[andre-a] hello sir. (: says:
WAH LAU I THOUGHT WHAT HAPPENED


stupid jabez. waste my time, and my concern. xD

i cant believe i deleted that photo !!!

i dont believe it! i mean, i dont remember doing so. :(
im sad. i feel a loss.

hello it's me again, overjoyed to be blogging, and to have the privilege of people actually reading what nonsense i have to say. thank you thank you. hee.
i cant not blog about vbs camp, can i? :)

i never expected it to be that good. trusting God and all is one thing, but i knew i could've done more on my part by praying more, much more. just goes to show how He loves all the 115 lovely darlings too much to let them receive anything less than what He intended.

a hundred and fifteen. 2 weeks before we had like half the number? haha. i must really applaud meimei for doing such a good job. she almost single-handedly did all the planning and admin stuff la, zhangs and i were quite slack. but then again we had the drama to rack our brains about. oh my goodness the drama. it was purely God taking care of the impact, and not us. i was so so so so happy and relieved (sorry lack of vocab to describe the intensity of the emotion) all 3 acts turned out so well. wanted to cry with joy. :)

i remember the first night of vbs when we had some kind of breakdown (me clara zhangs) and almost decided to scrape the second act. we stoned and emo-ed at the stage at cana for one whole hour until 1040pm, before being convinced by the rest that we wouldnt come up with anything better, and so we shouldnt do away with it. and damn i thank God we didnt!

yeah but what's camp without some stress and dry moments? haha. but man, the feedback was so very good. really encouraged us a whole lot. and i dare say the drama helped us go through a lot as a team. finding out bout each other's work habits and stuff. mmm.

am missing the kids like mad. so many of them came up to me to say hi on sunday aahhh!! <3 the greatest appreciation you can have is that of little kids like them, cos you know they're completely sincere and genuine about it. melts my heart, it does. love them to bits.


okay change of topic. why the heck am i so random. haha.
i realised i can be a marriage counselor, im actually very opinionated when it comes to that kinda stuff. but that's such an uncool job. dont want. i want an exciting life in africa as a missionary. yeah right, i cant even begin to imagine how tough that'd be.



it seems so hard to get back to You
i keep praying
praying
praying
but there's always something lacking
in my heart
there is but space for one
and i have to realise that i cannot squeeze everything i want in.

sometimes i think we purposely, on a subconscious level, choose to screw up our lives just to make things more interesting. aiya at least i think that's what happens to me sometimes. okay yes you can laugh at my warped ideas, cos that's exactly what im doing.

ahwell. had this conversation with chris just now. just to give you a glimpse of how annoyingly ego he is.

chris: "so, any hairy-legged boy chasing you yet?"
me: "hmm. tons."
chris: "aiya, but none of them will ever be good enough for any of you three granddaughters (me clara zw)."
me: "you're right, but that's not because we're YOUR granddaughters."
chris: "no, it's precisely because you are MY granddaughters, that's why nobody will be good enough for you!"
me: "-.- i saw that coming."

hahaha. but jokes aside, i told him that i wouldnt get into a relationship anytime soon, and that i'll try my best not to even consider anything in jc. i used to be afraid of making this kinda statements, cos knwoing me, i was scared i wouldnt keep my word. so might as well not make. but recently i realised that making this kinda bold statements makes me accountable to the people around me, and there's this increased obligation to keep to what i say. so there. -gulp-


hehe okay i shall go off to get some beauty sleep soon. im gonna have 3 very very hiong days of school, then break from thursday onwards. WOOH dont you just love rj.