today i turned red from half a cup of red wine. so paiseh. last time at the wedding dinner i lasted one and a half! red and white somemore. pok. but this one was good. like really good. from perth. mmm.

got treated by glenn for dinner at jumbo seafood hehehe. turned out that i wasnt the only gatecrasher. but i was the youngest there. againn. always the oddball. shrugs.

anyway ypm was good today. surprisingly. haha. there's hope after all -quote a lot of people-

sorry this is just gonna be filled with random comments.

i realised that my get-tipsy reaction is to stone. like got nothing to say, stare blankly ahead dont wanna move.

interesting conversation at dinner table, only i was too zoned out to comment much. aiya guys and their army talk.

it's so true:
that our struggle is not against flesh and blood;
that you dont cherish your supposedly loved ones until they're gone.

my grandad died last monday 5th of may.
my oldest uncle suffered a stroke during grandpa's cremation.
he passed away today, not one hour ago.

the incident opened my aunts' eyes to the futility of the funeral rites and the sheer pressure they put on my uncle. at least they finally saw.

but we know he's saved now. so he's in a better place, and for that im thankful, in the midst of all the grieving. i stopped asking God why. He knows best.


i've learnt to treasure my family more. i have only one surviving grandma left, and she's such a dear. i dont wanna regret anything ever again, like how i did for my other three late grandparents.

i've learnt a lot. i hope.

ohmeegaawshh dance night is like, oh-verr, and andrea's kinda, out of her mind, if you like.

ahahaha wooooohhhhh!!!!!

it was such a fantastic wonderful night at ucc. i kept slipping in and out of unbelief that i was actually performing for rj dance night (!!). all those years in sec school when i was just part of the audience, it never failed to seriously blow me away. but somehow when you're in it it kinda gets normalized, you realise that the magic's actually just a LOT a LOT of hardcore practice and drilling. and a lot of creativity and pro-ness as well, of course :)


i've been cabbing home the entire week (with wen jun mostly, ahahaha yes what wonderful company) cos dance ended at earliest 10 everyday. lost my tummy within that week as well, it's quite amazing xD but it's been such a freaking fun and fulfilling experience i wouldnt trade it for anything else man.

and dancers like, so totally rock. hahaha. okay i've gotta stop bimbo-ing.

anyway we were all talking with this strange indian-cum-filipino accent after the first night, cos kelly and christina were somehow very infectious haha. aahhh i am so gonna miss the seniors , especially jac and wen jun and christinananana who're so unbelievably sweet and nice >< ya la the rest too, but they were just closer to me during this period. i still love jac okay! hee.

random comment: seng henk is da bomb for hairstyling. he almost single-handedly did all our retro hair. kudos man. (:

im having serious withdrawal symptoms from dance, i cant wait to start on alumni for rg (wow we are old) and the butter factory thing!

okay bye people. and thanks so much to my class especially for being so encouraging and supportive you guys rockkk (:

i completely flunked math test today la. ><