sometimes i think we purposely, on a subconscious level, choose to screw up our lives just to make things more interesting. aiya at least i think that's what happens to me sometimes. okay yes you can laugh at my warped ideas, cos that's exactly what im doing.

ahwell. had this conversation with chris just now. just to give you a glimpse of how annoyingly ego he is.

chris: "so, any hairy-legged boy chasing you yet?"
me: "hmm. tons."
chris: "aiya, but none of them will ever be good enough for any of you three granddaughters (me clara zw)."
me: "you're right, but that's not because we're YOUR granddaughters."
chris: "no, it's precisely because you are MY granddaughters, that's why nobody will be good enough for you!"
me: "-.- i saw that coming."

hahaha. but jokes aside, i told him that i wouldnt get into a relationship anytime soon, and that i'll try my best not to even consider anything in jc. i used to be afraid of making this kinda statements, cos knwoing me, i was scared i wouldnt keep my word. so might as well not make. but recently i realised that making this kinda bold statements makes me accountable to the people around me, and there's this increased obligation to keep to what i say. so there. -gulp-


hehe okay i shall go off to get some beauty sleep soon. im gonna have 3 very very hiong days of school, then break from thursday onwards. WOOH dont you just love rj.