hello it's me again, overjoyed to be blogging, and to have the privilege of people actually reading what nonsense i have to say. thank you thank you. hee.
i cant not blog about vbs camp, can i? :)

i never expected it to be that good. trusting God and all is one thing, but i knew i could've done more on my part by praying more, much more. just goes to show how He loves all the 115 lovely darlings too much to let them receive anything less than what He intended.

a hundred and fifteen. 2 weeks before we had like half the number? haha. i must really applaud meimei for doing such a good job. she almost single-handedly did all the planning and admin stuff la, zhangs and i were quite slack. but then again we had the drama to rack our brains about. oh my goodness the drama. it was purely God taking care of the impact, and not us. i was so so so so happy and relieved (sorry lack of vocab to describe the intensity of the emotion) all 3 acts turned out so well. wanted to cry with joy. :)

i remember the first night of vbs when we had some kind of breakdown (me clara zhangs) and almost decided to scrape the second act. we stoned and emo-ed at the stage at cana for one whole hour until 1040pm, before being convinced by the rest that we wouldnt come up with anything better, and so we shouldnt do away with it. and damn i thank God we didnt!

yeah but what's camp without some stress and dry moments? haha. but man, the feedback was so very good. really encouraged us a whole lot. and i dare say the drama helped us go through a lot as a team. finding out bout each other's work habits and stuff. mmm.

am missing the kids like mad. so many of them came up to me to say hi on sunday aahhh!! <3 the greatest appreciation you can have is that of little kids like them, cos you know they're completely sincere and genuine about it. melts my heart, it does. love them to bits.


okay change of topic. why the heck am i so random. haha.
i realised i can be a marriage counselor, im actually very opinionated when it comes to that kinda stuff. but that's such an uncool job. dont want. i want an exciting life in africa as a missionary. yeah right, i cant even begin to imagine how tough that'd be.



it seems so hard to get back to You
i keep praying
praying
praying
but there's always something lacking
in my heart
there is but space for one
and i have to realise that i cannot squeeze everything i want in.