i developed some really profound thought just now.
but it's slipped my mind.
not in that mood anymore. dont wanna say what mood it is.

all i can conclude is that i scare myself sometimes. been running around sooo much. ah well. and then i thought of this. it's not that i dont know what i want, it's that i want everything im doing. there's a difference you know. i cant seem to give any of them up. all too important to me. but why is it that some people get to keep everything?

im glad she broke up, in a way. the relationship wasnt all that bad, if you look at it on the whole. but the thing about pressure from parents would've been too much to take. now her social circle will boom, like mine. haha.

haha dodo tickles me so. i wonder where all the jokes come from. cheered me up so much. thanks :)

shihui transferred over to my class. so did audrey. our class just got that much more interesting. at least 10 out of the 27 ppl are eccentric, in the extreme. but then again it's rj. what do you expect. haha.
speaking of which, i think gia should be named like personality of the year/batch or something. someone as well-known as him should be at least formally recognised. heh. he's interesting. i tried to ask him to bathe today, or at least wash his hair. he replied with, "i will only bathe when the marginal benefit outweighs the marginal cost." how cute, he made a joke. heh. but the stink was quite bad today. nata sprayed shah's perfume on her hand and we shared it in between gulps of fresh air during econs lecture today. my goodness. never thought i'd actually meet people like that. interesting is an understatement.

i believe in proper endings. maybe not happy ones, but proper ones. i hope i'll do more than just survive this. gnight.