i dint know guy politics could be even more complicated than girl politics, which, by the way, doesnt exist. at least not for us. and i thank God, but seeing my close friends having so many problems and stuff it's more than a bit upsetting.

ah well. glad things are more settled now, but. i hope it wont happen again.

had fieldtrips every single day from tuesday to friday last week it was great :D asian civilisations museum was boring, i concede, but it was a nice change to sleep there instead of in the com lab hahaha. peirce reservoir was interesting, we saw lots of drongos and green crested lizards and the like. but chek jawa was the ultimate. ! shall post pics when i have the time. :)

i learnt a lesson from yesterday never to invite aunty cindy or aunty lynda to dinner again. i dunno how, but we sorta got conned by aunty cindy yesterday into letting her treat us to sakura (!) buffet (!) which cost $24++ per person, and there were SIX of us?! argh. felt really bad, but really blessed as well. hmmms. had truckloads of fun and laughter, then one of them accompanied me all the way to tampines, unknowingly. HAHA.
but in the process he told me some stuff which greatly traumatised and disturbed me. i could practically feel the ground shake underneath, and i felt.. heartbroken for that person he was telling me about. full of indignation. there wasnt any use banging my fists against the pillar i leaned against for support at the interchange, of course. how could this happen to someone i know?!

but im glad it's over, if not i wouldnt have been able to sleep that night at all, or many nights, for that matter. the identity of that person is concealed for obvious reasons.


i thank God it's better now though. much better. :)



our outer man decays
but our inner man is renewed day by day
in Your name we live
and find
the strength no other name can give.