time to unload my weekend blast again! (bigger font! o.o)

but i think i'll just blog a bit. let's start with friday. kudos and many thanks to my dance juniors for hosting such a well-organised and wonderful farewell. loooves.

P.S. what's wrong with me im blogging like a freaking twelve-year-old!! must be the ten chinese essays i just read. ugh.

kay! here're the pics of the beauty queens! hyeh hyeh

your highnesses :D

with the darling sec 3s

the sec 2s

the sec 1s

with laoshi, ms kum and mrs tay

what an unforgettable farewell we had. okay i think i better stop before i puke at my horrible blogging today, but before that, i have to say i'll miss my juniors, and thank you so much for the all the fun. shit am i gonna miss this school.

happy (belated) birthday wayne!!

i think i still owe you a lotta money.

wooh im so glad the surprise worked yesterday. ALTHOUGH stupid jinyang almost freaking blew our cover!! everyone was screaming at him when we found out la xD but thank goodness for jeshua. that was some pro acting. and yes i cast you for the role because acting depressed is like your, naturale talente. HAHAHA.

so jabez, you missed everything! aawww. well here's how the thing went: i met up with the bday crew after they prepared everything cos i was lazy hyeh then we went to lagoon and jon and wayne were late. by 1.5 hours. -.- shawn and i regret cancellling the buy-a-creamy-cake-to-whack-wayne-with plan.

lols. anyway while we were waiting, the cows almost came home, and i suggested eating chicken wings :D
"how many you want?"
"uh 20 will do. -smiles sweetly-"
"YOU SIAO AR."
.......10 min later........
"WAH yall really ordered 20?!!"

grin grin. in the end before jon wayne joseph and angela came, we finished like 2/3s of everything. xD and i was feeling kiiiinda bad, then stupid caleb said, "aiya actually now it's all cold already and not nice, so why dont we do them a favour and just eat the rest la...." so i got tricked!! i ate one more wing, and it was still warm -.-

well finally they came. had a nice chat with jonnehhhh over dinner (love you darlh!) hahaha. and we hid the cake so freaking well, but jinyang just had to go, "so where's the cake ar?" in front of wayne. (!!!) and jesh had to use all his wits to distract and bluff him. hahahaha. then we started leaving group by group as planned.. and he suspected smth, but heng after that it was alright.

then jesh brought him to some super duper far place near the water ski park and we had a damn hard time finding them!! oh shawn yeening and i got bitten by sandflies. chuh. and we heard that jinyang was like laughing the whole time he was with jesh and wayne, and almost gave us away; we almost killed him. lols. but anyway we succeeded! woohoo. bet he almost cried! haha. we cut and ate cake at the nice convenient grass patch there; it was really cosy and nice :D
after that they started tekan-ing him, but it was quite tame compared to the cake-whacking we planned. just pinned him down to the grass-it looked veryyy wrong-then poured sea water all over him xD but no fun, cos he made jesh and caleb promise not to touch him, if not it would've been seriously hilarious. we videoed the entire thing. xD then they turned on shawn and did the same thing. poor chap. hahaha!

had a hell lot of fun la jon was being siao on the way back lawll. shared cab with him wayne and jesh, and had another chat with him, serious this time. ah well. im glad i have such good friends who're there to comfort and encourage me, even though other ppl give trouble sometimes. love yallllll much much. :)

AND ZHANGS DEAH I MISSED YOU TO HIGH HEAVENS. blehhxzxzxz. nevermind we got badminton tmrw! we goan thrash daddy and mummy together. yeah yeah!

will blog more if i feel like it. till then, all my love to all the sweet people. :)

the big topic of these few months must be: change of impression. correction: HUGE change.

wooh i dunno who to believe man. im just glad i dont have to keep it all to myself.

andrea darling, the world isnt as innocent as you make it out to be. heh how true.


that aside, it's been a great two days with that group of friends. bible study with chris and sermon by matt today at ypm really refreshed my spirit. :) was the best ypm service i attended in quite a while, actually. thanks again matt, if you're reading this, and thank You Lord :D

as for bible study, what chris revealed to us about what the gospel was really about was quite life-changing actually. the whole faith OF Christ vs. faith in Christ thing makes a huge difference. if only mr apostle paul'd bother to explain all his power-packed words in the letter itself. haha. anyway, i think this is quite important for all who call themselves christians:

it's not just a belief in a set of facts that gives us salvation. it's having the faithful obedience of Christ that makes us God's people. the greek word for faith has all these connotations, so we must not only believe, but be transformed to follow the perfect pattern of sonship that Jesus is. the difference?
faith IN Christ: OUR faith.
faith OF Christ: HIS faith.

and there's so much more!! ohhh. Romans class is really really good. really food for the soul. im so glad the attendance exploded la. we can hardly fit into one classroom now :)

yay yay. played badminton with them again, after dunno how many weeks. FELT SO GOOD. loll. especially when zhangs and i thrashed wayne and jinyang (YESSSSSSS i knew the day would come). and i must specially mention jeremy. he's damn pro cant stand it.

before that i went botanical gardens for bio, and walked a freaking hell lot. HAHA i cant stop laughing at zeslene she arrived just as we finished the trip xD well then after one and a half hours of playing badminton you must be able to imagine how shacked i was. but i was surprisingly very very awake and alert during and after bible study, and all through the conference with the usual ppl. lol.

ah well. JIAYOU FOR O'S everyone we'll have lotsa fun again after that :D

P.S.: jon and jabez are ultimate clowns.

dyou think im proud? hums.
i think so. for a period of time i wasnt. then i dunno why but i think it started creeping back to me. sucks man.

today i thought of how mean i've been to a lotta people.
how guarded i was about myself. am?
how full of contempt.

super ashamed of myself.



sigh. you have issues girl, issues.

DAMN YOU LIBRARIAN.


you hypocritical, self-righteous, inflexible, sanctimonius, disgusting, revolting royal piece of shit.

okay i cant recall when the last time was that someone made me so freaking mad.


aahhhh the b-word's coming out. stop me stop me. she deserves it anyway. cant believe how the heck she can be so horrible and yet still breathe.

okay. calm down.

1. unassuming student (me) was happily watching her beloved pride and prejudice on the laptop in the library.
2. above-mentioned stinking orang utan librarian (too much terry pratchett sorry) snuck up behind me and kicked up a royal fuss.

*turn up the volume for the parts of her speech to like. maximum. -.-
"Excuse me, what are you doing?! Are you watching a video or a movie? Do you know you're not supposed to watch movies on the laptop?"
"Oh, then where can i watch it?"
"NO YOU CANT WATCH IT NOW you can only watch when the school day is over. *gives malicious glare*"
"But my school day is over!"
"No i'm talking about the whole level i thought i explained very clearly that you cannot watch movies until official school hours are over, even if it's your options period." (she's practically shouting)
"Oh okay i didnt know that."

Then after that kwek told me that school is over for everyone cos their exams just ended. but still cannot watch.
LIKE WHATEVER?!

take note that i was whispering the entire time because i was quite aware that i was in the library, while the orang utan was talking like this was her personal jungle. HELLO at least i try my best to obey the freaking unreasonable rules, unlike someone who picks and chooses which and when to follow?!

as you can probably tell, i am mad beyond my own comprehension.

i dint know guy politics could be even more complicated than girl politics, which, by the way, doesnt exist. at least not for us. and i thank God, but seeing my close friends having so many problems and stuff it's more than a bit upsetting.

ah well. glad things are more settled now, but. i hope it wont happen again.

had fieldtrips every single day from tuesday to friday last week it was great :D asian civilisations museum was boring, i concede, but it was a nice change to sleep there instead of in the com lab hahaha. peirce reservoir was interesting, we saw lots of drongos and green crested lizards and the like. but chek jawa was the ultimate. ! shall post pics when i have the time. :)

i learnt a lesson from yesterday never to invite aunty cindy or aunty lynda to dinner again. i dunno how, but we sorta got conned by aunty cindy yesterday into letting her treat us to sakura (!) buffet (!) which cost $24++ per person, and there were SIX of us?! argh. felt really bad, but really blessed as well. hmmms. had truckloads of fun and laughter, then one of them accompanied me all the way to tampines, unknowingly. HAHA.
but in the process he told me some stuff which greatly traumatised and disturbed me. i could practically feel the ground shake underneath, and i felt.. heartbroken for that person he was telling me about. full of indignation. there wasnt any use banging my fists against the pillar i leaned against for support at the interchange, of course. how could this happen to someone i know?!

but im glad it's over, if not i wouldnt have been able to sleep that night at all, or many nights, for that matter. the identity of that person is concealed for obvious reasons.


i thank God it's better now though. much better. :)



our outer man decays
but our inner man is renewed day by day
in Your name we live
and find
the strength no other name can give.

Love Song for a Saviour-Jars of Clay

In open fields of wild flowers
she breathes the air and flies away
she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray

i want to fall in love with You

sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls
a great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
as close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray

i want to fall in love with You

it seems too easy to call You "Savior"
not close enough to call You "God"
so as i sit and think of words i can mention
to show my devotion

i want to fall in love with You

my heart beats for You

THANKS for the song wayne! havent heard such nice stuff in a long time.

AAHH what an entire week of pure, unadulterated fun i had!!

first i shall start with netcarn on sat. grin grin. well it started really badly cos the players werent used to losing like half the games they played. last year we got third lor. poor things. they were getting angry at each other and stuff, and morale was really really bad. then suddenly after a short break everyone started cheering up. lol it was really sudden but really heartwarming. we were cheering them on with all our hearts and they won most of the games after that :D

showed me how wonderful our class spirit really is! and although we dint win anything, it was an interesting change to be on the losing side for the first time, but still take heart in how supportive we remained towards each other. ELEVEN ROXZORS. :)

okay here are some pics (finally).

all kupped from grace chan's facebook :D

our t-shirt rocks. nata rocks :D

mocca musclemen! xD

our cute banner :D

me jiayun and kuoying on a high.

spot me? HAHA.

the background's really nice innit :)

dunno whose sweaty shirt this is lols.

after that we went fish and co for lunch. KY LOOKS SCARY AHAHA

i'll miss rgs so much. i cant bear to tear myself away from this school, this class. dont think i had so much fun with our class before! okay i better stop before i get all sentimental and start tearing. hahaha.

ah well :) and i went out with church ppl for the entire week from friday to yesterday. RAH. and got treated almost everyday. yes im ashamed of myself :D special thanks to wayne and aaron and enos. hahahaha. kaching!

bird park outing with the kids on sunday. i've never come so close to swans in my entire life!! they're so majestic. xD then went for lunch, and to the beach to chill out with jon wayne enos taiyong. stupid zhangwei abandoned me again, but then jon was there so i dint wanna leave him alone with them. taiyong left early, then wayne and enos treated kenny rogers! HAHA. oops im supposed to be ashamed of myself. we talked a lot and im glad a lotta things got cleared up. :) anyway i must confess i never would've thought the guys had even more-let's just put it this way-interesting and complicated things going on than girls. LOL.

talked with zw over the phone at night, was about to fall asleep on her when she suggested a conference with shawn and wayne. WAH LAU. in the end we talked till 4, and wayne dint get anyy sleep at all cos he had swimming training at 445 AHAHA. he has a sadist coach (from china of course) tsk tsk. shawn had N levels today man. he dozed off and we decided to let him sleep at first, then his alarm rang at 3am. like wtp?! hahaha. then we all prayed for him and scolded him to sleep. lols. at least i had holiday today :D zhangs was being exceptionally high cant stand it. i myself slept for intervals, and left her and shawn to talk. it was fun confusing the guys cos they couldnt tell our voices apart, as usual -.- wayne got hooked (pun intended!!) on shenkuu warrior haha! but dont worry, i'll beat you after my math test. i'll pass level 6, you just wait.

made so many friends this year. im glad! and yes jon, in the simplest words one can express oneself, i feel happy and blessed too. :D

This song in my heart, this song in my soul
This song I was born to sing
It's Your song of freedom, now I'm free to dance again

I'll sing in the darkness, I'll laugh in the rain
Rejoice in Your love again
It's Your song of freedom, now I'm free to dance again

Your Spirit brings me liberty
Your breath of life has set me free

Chorus:
Jesus, Your love, it lifts me high
Gives me reason to run the race with joy
This song within me, Lord, will bless Your Holy name
Jesus, I'll dance before Your throne
Bring this heavenly sound to You alone
This song within me. Lord, will bless Your Holy name

ahh thank You Lord. You've set me free indeed!