i have a lot of things on my mind now.

but i've finally learnt how to find rest in God, and to lay everything at his feet. not worrying is such a wonderful feeling, when you know that your everything has already been provided for, in such extravagant amounts of love too.

these two days have been a conscious struggle on my part to find my place in that heavenly relationship again-fop yesterday and powerpraise with the kids today. it's been so long since i really tried hard (yes i had to try, just imagine how dry i was) to focus on worshipping and worshipping alone, getting things right with God. maybe i shouldnt be blogging about this it's kinda private. but well, lazy to write in diary. anyway, i felt God's presence really strongly today especially-i prayed and prayed really hard to let me feel him and concentrate-and well i can say that im not running on my own strength anymore. yay.

God is good, all the time. :)

just in case i havent said this before, all my love to:

zhangwei samuel jonlim clara gabriel qianhua jontay ameels van tim taiyong isaac meimei jane aunty cindy aunty lynda
miffy nata cherlyng kuoying grace becky jiayun zhengning shuangwei shihui anzie

thanks for being a very significant part of my life. i hope i havent missed out anyone lols. doesnt matter if they dont ever read this. i just wanted to say thank you.

and thus begins my four week long hiatus, till eoys end somewhere at the end of august. or maybe it could be a permanent hiatus. we'll see.