I miss camp. baaaaddly.
But then we've all got to move on dont we.

It was the best camp i've had in 2 years (or maybe 3) because I felt God's presence the most strongly. I think the collaboration and unity between YPM and CM really pleased God and He poured out double blessings on us. Another thing was that there were only 62 campers in all and about half of them were teenagers from 13-15. wooh so it was the least tiring camp for the teachers as well.

I miss the Cornerstone people ("when you praise God you dont stand in a corner and stone ar!" lols). They were such a blessing to us. The speaker Andrew Yeo connected with the kids so well, and i couldnt help but be thankful that he fasted and prayed for this camp. There was no altar call on the last night but we were all prayed for and it was powerful, oh so powerful, the presence of God. When i prayed for the kids i felt the words just flow out of my mouth. It wasnt even me praying anymore. Then i went to the back to just worship, and Andrew suddenly came around and prayed for me, and prophesied about something, but i dont think i want to share too much of it here. heh. He prayed for me to receive the Holy Spirit's anointing, then he ended with this: "if God can use a donkey to usher in his presence, he can use you."

God sure knows how i feel about my inadequacies. Even now i dont think im ready, but i guess i'll be ready when God is. Anyway, i experienced him entering my life then. And he isnt finished with me yet, i know. I feel such security now. I dont ever feel alone anymore cos i can feel him with me all the time. Arent you here right now, Lord? (: It's been a really long time since i've felt such continuous peace and joy. i get so excited when i realise i can feel that he's always there. not there. here. inside of me, you know, not outside and detached, but insiiiiide. :D

Anyway, i had a really wonderful group (all girls heh) and they're so spontaneous and enthu they really made my day. we had the unfortunate privilege of playing soccer with an all-boys group but they were really gracious over it. ahahaha. there were a few drama mama episodes between some campers and then some teachers as well but oh well it's over now and settled properly i hope.

okay it's getting late i should be doing work >< backkk to school and work and whatever nonsense.