learnt a really moving song from jiayun today.

It's called What Can I Do. sounds like a chris tomlin-ish kinda song but i dunno who composed it. the moment she sang the first line i was like WHOA so nice how come i never hear before?!

lol what an outburst of ahlian-ness. so unlike me. tsk.

anyway let me tell you bout my weeeird experience today. maybe it was philo that did it. we watched part of The Animatrix (which has smth to do with the matrix but i forgot what) and i got pretty disturbed i guess. the whole day was super duper slack. felt like november or smth, end of year kinda feeling. everything seemed so creepily surreal.

i remember walking out of school-more like floating, rather-thinking, eh did i go school today? how come it seems like we dint do anything? how come i seem to be at the wrong place at the wrong time?

then i was slapping my face to keep my sanity. and i got this reeeally creeepy feeling, like the world was gonna end or smth. sam keeps saying im insane. maybe i really am. o.O

HAHA. what a random post. nvm gonna go off soon. sec one auditions were okay on tuesday, and becky's sister was CUTE AS HELL. !!! more cuties tmrw pleeease.

just to balance the pH of the very improportionately acidic posts lately, i have embarked on a mission to blog a decidedly cheerful one. here goes.

holidays have been nothing short of a much-needed therapeutic break for me, and i really thank God for the many!! chances to love people and to go the extra mile for them. although i know i still have, well, problems yet to be settled. oops i promised a cheerful post right? xD

anyway. the much anticipated holidays started out with me trying to get a job. yes you read right. -.- but after many failed attempts to get one, or should i say many failed attempts and lack of interest in the jobs i managed to get, i gave up and decided i should enjoy my third last end of year hols. hahaha.

one particularly interesting phone call i note is the one i made to enquire about 'dancers needed. good pay. good client. call ########." they said uh sorry how old are you, and i replied fifteen. they said oh because (because? they were trying to explain the age question, and you'll see why) we're actually looking for bartop dancers. are you interested? me shocked out of decorum: OH. nono. no thanks. i mean, not interested, thank you. *puts down phone*

HAHAHAHA.

olivia is agonizing over why it's rottEn and cottOn and not rotten and cotten or rotton and cotton. she just realised today she was spelling them wrongly all her life. im getting into fits.

school.

i dont know why im blogging.
maybe it's because i just read zhengning's post. and when an impulsive person reads an impulsive person's post, what do you get? tada.
this is gonna be a ranty post, just to get you prepared. i dunno why im so cranky today >< (prematurely pmsing?? eek)

anyway. 2nd day of school. completely slack. i was wondering why the teachers even bother making us attend school today.

lessons start tomorrow. im sooooo (exclamation mark exclamation mark) looking forward to them. like i said in my personal message, first lesson of the year with tk wong is JUST what i need man. she ruined my sec two math and now, HEH. all the twofourers can testify to and remember so vividly all her quirkiness and, well, off-ness. -.-

"GOOD MO-O-ORNING GIRLS!!"
and then i remember how i started good mo-o-orning-ing her back. sec 3 we were all joking around about an ex math teacher as if we were eternally rid of her (okay that sounds bad) and even reminiscing quite fondly bout the good ol' days, where we'd laugh ourselves silly and till our tummies ached but of course the good ol' days wont ever repeat themselves, will they?

like a true blue horror movie, they did. correction, they WILL. starting with the very first lesson tomorrow morning. mannn am i looking forward to this. that's not the end of it. we're stuck with the same chem teacher and possibly (if i could have so fortunately heard wrongly) the same chinese teacher.

eng and lit teacher came to class today to see me (the very very honoured and lucky english rep) and jiayun (the equally privileged lit rep), and cos the entire class dint know her we stood up rather messily and greeted,
"goooooooood-" *wait for whole class to stand, snigger*
"gooooood *giggle giggle* morning......."
grace: "teee... cher...??"
*more loud giggles*
said 'tee cher' looked extremely pissed and demanded to be greeted properly. claimed to be our english and lit teacher.
*shocked and embarrassed gasps from class*
"goooooooood morning ms lim..."

and i happened to be sitting at the front row, which was closest the door. and she was staring at me laughing the entire time. AAAAHHHH.

whyyyy does my last year have to be so potentially screwed up. whyyy are we being dumped with what seems to be the leftovers. WHY. :(


p.s. i am sad and in a state of great distress, if you havent realised. what a ranty post.