"I am the balloon burster and the garbage lugger.
whenever someone makes me happy i feel so on top of the world i could burst with joy.
whenever someone upsets me my world totally crumbles into ashes and i burst, for a very different reason.
Lord i dont want to be so super-sensitive anymore to anything anyone says or does. Real, lasting joy comes from You and You alone. Whenever someone makes me happy i dont want myself to go flying so high up in the sky that when i fall it makes it all the harder. i dont want to worship anyone else with my feelings, emotions or spirit but You. Fill up the holes and voids in my heart that have been dug up by people with the help of the bulldozer i give them, and most importantly TAKE THAT BULLDOZER AWAY. Thank You also for removing all the disgusting garbage i've been lugging around and refusing to let go of. Help me to learn from this, and to find joy in the fact that You are in control. Thank You Lord."
camp was great. 'Cling to Him' as a theme was practically pushed into our faces, especially for me. some people will know why, heh.
should i publish this should i publish this arghhh. okay yes i did.
i took a break;
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