hello dearies. :)
hey there. i know you'll be doing this, sooner or later. xD
im typing in true-blue bimbo fashion now. heex. shall just like skim through what i've been missing out on for like the past dunno how many weeks. besides wed, that is. (the like is like, so irritating?)
hmmms we should really keep a logbook on what we've been doing haha.
so what was that shepherd song about? haha it was kupped from a darn good power praise pre-prayer session. all i wanna say is that well God really did touch the team, and thoroughly refreshed us. we went into galilee with red and moist eyes haha. praise Him there! =)
memories arent very reliable things to rely on. :p
i miss God actually. everywakingmoment. sometimes i just wish He'd be here right beside me; someone i can actually see, touch, love, in some tangible way. how nice to have this awesome, all-powerful friend who'll never betray or judge me, who'll always stand up for me and want the best for me. but to me, it seems like my best'll never be enough for Him.
God's always answering our prayers so miraculously and wonderfully.
sometimes i end up so dry and empty; sometimes i just pray for the sake of praying, and it irks me, it does. been a week of ups and downs, but God's always proven faithful. (faithfulness timeline gabriel! haha. *grins*)
Dont you think so? =)
parents have been quite gay lately, putting more restrictions and stuff, but well. still surviving. sometimes i feel like just plain disobeying God, cos i really cant stand putting up with what i hafta put up with. or i just feel like doing smth really badly, but i know i shouldnt. it's hard to resist, trust me. but im really thankful that He's always there to pull me back and that im still safe in His hands.
keep seeking Him, cos there's no way we can go wrong when we abide in Him.
i just love the way He shows He loves me.
till we go to heaven and become perfect, i love you back, with whatever little i have. <3