what on earth am i doing here blogging i really wonder.

im supposed to be chionging geog pt, doing chem worksheets physicsworksheetslitptenglishpresentationchinesesummary-*gasp* teachers can try suffocating themselves with homework and see how that feels.

when 2 people (aka cherly and andrea) are extremely bored and they are sitting in a classroom listening to white noise and trying to make sense of it but fail to, what do they do? why, come up with a silly rhyme, of course. =p

The crow in the willow bellowed, "hello!" to the yellow fellow playing a cello who looked quite mellow, as she was about to be hung in the gallows, with the wind to billow below. her last meal comprised shallow jell-o, marshmallow and oishi PILLOWS! <33 her name was jane low. (private joke)

not funny, no.

xD

anybody care to donate to the get-andrea-a-new-phone (PLEASE) fund?? have a heart! sob. >.<

my form teacher KEEPS picking on me. just because i sit in front. i hate it i hate it. dont think i've ever been so pissed with a teacher before in my entire life. i mean PISSED. actually i dont think i've ever lost so much respect for a teacher before. i totally did la.

it's just the way she lets her pms/menopause affect practically everything she does that pisses me off. if you're in a bad mood, it doesnt mean that an entire class of 30 (or heaven knows who else) have to suffer the effects of it. i swear i handed up that freaking form okay. BUGGER.

but thank God for such nice, sweet classmates. me, jiayun, audrey, kuoying and nata were complaining very hard about sec 3 life while waiting for chem lesson outside the lab, and a few of us just started tearing. i miss twofour so damn much.

nat tai was going around giving her much-needed hugs as usual. she has a nice smell! and she does ballet wooh! nat tai rocks my socks hahaha. =)

yesterday, hmm yesterday was a gooood friday indeed. =P

i am a powerful pot. xD

blissfulness.

stressed.

yeah i know sports fest wont be until next year, but still. hadley cheerleading is earning itself quite a gay reputation. >< cmon lor it's not like we can do much when ppl are unenthu or are simply busy. sigh. im gonna make wanxin and i start choreography the minute they pick next year's theme, and hold auditions before end of year hols, yes i am. xD

anyway great job for the rest of hadley we like totally broke the chain of richard winning sports fest la!! wooooh. champs since we entered sec 1. (that says smth bout our wunnerful batch doesnt it =P) plus plus we got double champs this year, with swim carn as well. darn cool. i love my house. <33

if a tree falls in the forest, and there's no one to hear it, does it still make a sound?

i just wanna justify my screaming in the haunted house thingy at rjc.

1) who wouldnt, when a demented looking girl suddenly comes crawling at you out from under a bed
2) hissing like she was, yes, DEMENTED,
3) and trying to grab at your ankle?!

AAAHHHHH!

raffles players rock, they really do. i will be forever grateful to mel: "why should i go in first? *points to sec 2 ri guys* they're guys right?" xD

hello dearies. :)
hey there. i know you'll be doing this, sooner or later. xD
im typing in true-blue bimbo fashion now. heex. shall just like skim through what i've been missing out on for like the past dunno how many weeks. besides wed, that is. (the like is like, so irritating?)
hmmms we should really keep a logbook on what we've been doing haha.
so what was that shepherd song about? haha it was kupped from a darn good power praise pre-prayer session. all i wanna say is that well God really did touch the team, and thoroughly refreshed us. we went into galilee with red and moist eyes haha. praise Him there! =)
memories arent very reliable things to rely on. :p
i miss God actually. everywakingmoment. sometimes i just wish He'd be here right beside me; someone i can actually see, touch, love, in some tangible way. how nice to have this awesome, all-powerful friend who'll never betray or judge me, who'll always stand up for me and want the best for me. but to me, it seems like my best'll never be enough for Him.
God's always answering our prayers so miraculously and wonderfully.
sometimes i end up so dry and empty; sometimes i just pray for the sake of praying, and it irks me, it does. been a week of ups and downs, but God's always proven faithful. (faithfulness timeline gabriel! haha. *grins*)
Dont you think so? =)
parents have been quite gay lately, putting more restrictions and stuff, but well. still surviving. sometimes i feel like just plain disobeying God, cos i really cant stand putting up with what i hafta put up with. or i just feel like doing smth really badly, but i know i shouldnt. it's hard to resist, trust me. but im really thankful that He's always there to pull me back and that im still safe in His hands.
keep seeking Him, cos there's no way we can go wrong when we abide in Him.
i just love the way He shows He loves me.
till we go to heaven and become perfect, i love you back, with whatever little i have. <3

gayness.

if there was one word to describe my three days of this week so far, it'd be "gay". and considering we're just barely into the middle of the week, you can probably tell the level of gayness it has already reached. sigh.

is losing things now becoming some big national fad? or is picking them up and keeping them? yeah i lost my handphone. my second phone-which hasnt even had its first birthday. im not that attached to the phone itself (in fact im kinda glad i lost it it SUCKED) but the pictures. ohh the pictures.

i can swear my heart was literally spasming with anxiety and sadness at losing so many of those much-loved pictures. most i've sent to the com, but the rest-i can never get em back. my myraid of such wonderful memories, all gone. God knows how many new, fragile and deeply cherished moments that camera alone has captured.

sigh. taught me another lesson anyhow. well i hope the person who found it (and hung up on me when i tried calling) has fun with my cracked up phone. who'd want a stupid samsung anyway. okay fine it was damn useful cos it had a mirror, and a good camera. the rest, all i can do is wish him/her luck, and not let the phone go to waste.

at least appreciate the beautiful pictures.

so long as i have you
it really doesnt matter cos
you are my memory.

Shepherd of my soul
i give You full control
Wherever You may lead
i will follow

I have made the choice
to listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead
i will go.

Be it in the quiet pastures
or by a gentle stream
the Shepherd of my soul
is by my side

Should i face a mighty mountain
or a valley dark and deep
the Shepherd of my soul
will be my guide.